What Failure Looks Like: Exhibit B

As many of you know, we've been trying to get pregnant for over a year now which means that every time my period starts it's a reminder that I have failed to get pregnant.



I took that picture of my cozy period panties with fresh new blood, pussy stains & hours old blood back in December after a particularly sad start (we'd hoped we'd conceived near Thanksgiving when I'm sure I ovulated; my period started after I'd been SO SURE I was pregnant and had spent time lovingly decorating our Christmas tree, thinking it would be the last Christmas we'd have without kids and looking forward to sharing a tree with them in the future.

After the initial disappointment, though, I remembered how much I love my period. It felt like my body was comforting me with warmth and color and proof that I'm alive and working properly inside. Cuddling up in bed with my period and two hot water bottles (one for my crampy abdomen and one for my feet) was the perfect treatment to feeling shitty about not being pregnant.

If I can't be pregnant, at least I can have my period. That's pretty nice.

Read more about how I feel about this on my (in)fertility blog with Exhibit A.

Cheerfully Padded

We did manage to get a shoot in on the first day of my period after my cramps subsided, and I'm so glad because I *love* upskirts and I know that maxi pad fans will really like this gallery of 122 pictures:





I'm in love with the colors in these pictures, especially the luminous creamsicle upskirt shots that boost my mood just to look at them:

Surprise Tampon Cam!

The other day while I browsed the voyeur cams on Rude, I spotted a tampon-insertion show IN PROGRESS!! It was a lucky accident, I am telling you, so I immediately captured a handful of screen shots to prove it REALLY HAPPENED:













It's too bad the girl doing it wasn't actually menstruating (she was fulfilling a private-show viewer's request) since I hate seeing tampons stuffed into a pussy with no fluid to absorb, but obviously she's an accommodating camgirl when she's being paid, plus she was really nice to those of us watching on her live house cam. You can search for her there under the name "CamGirlKitten".

Still Shooting

To reassure you that I'm still shooting bloody content, here's a little pad bulge for you:



Tucker shot that photo of me in bed just a few days ago. Yes, that is a blood-stain/streak on my panties. If you wonder how it got way up/over there, you've obviously never menstruated.